Monday, March 29, 2010

No Words

It didn't work. Doc was able to check the results and the beta came back below 0.5.

I guess I sort of knew that the test would be negative, but I was holding on to a slim glimmer of hope.

I'm sort of feeling numb right now. I just don't know what to do...I guess just keep trying.

5 comments:

ventingvagina said...

oh sooz, i'm so so sorry. huge hugs. i know how hard it is, but please know in your heart of hearts that this WILL happen for you.

sienna said...

hey babe - sending you a *BIG HUG*. i know it's hard to think about right now when all you prolly wanna do is scream, but i'm sure your RE learned lots about how your body responds to stims based on this round. the next round, i'm sure they'll start you higher, and you'll get a completely different result. the first cycle, the docs are always going in blind and treating each of us like the average girl, which some of just aren't. so *have faith* that the #2 is it for you (and me!) :o)

arlnurse said...

(((HUGS))) Sooz!!!! my heart hurts for you, & I know EXACTLY how you feel. The first cycle is always a learning cycle, & by looking at everything, sometimes they can identify what went wrong & plan for a better cycle next time around. So far my 2nd cycle is much better than my first in every aspect. hang in there!!! I'll be thinking of you!

Kelly said...

I'm so incredibly sorry. (((HUGS)))

lowfatlady said...

*hugs* I am so sorry. This totally sucks.